那时刚结束一段过去，很寂寞，很慌。不知道想要什么。
认识他是在网上，他在寻奴，在一个门户网站的聊天室，
很好奇。然后就认识了。非常没有安全感的认识了。
其实开始就知道不会有结果，和我在一起，他也会毫不在意地给别的女人打电话，调情。给我看她们发给他的信，情深意切的信。
很生气，不可以接受。我想他是真的不喜欢我才这样的，是吗？作者: 影风 時間: 2004-3-3 11:36 AM 標題: To Deerflei
Sorry that I am not good in chinese typing, so I use my poor english to wirte this message to u.
For most of the master whom I meet in the net, they are just looking for fun only. Bare in mind don't take this so serious and it will hurt yourself. For most of the master, they just want to look for more and more sex/slave partners as their target. You can treat them as your partner only. Don't put your love so much.......remember.
I know sometimes it is not easy to balance. I clearly understand that you have to love him and this is the only way to show him how much you can obey. If someone that you don't love, how come you willing to obey him totally? Anyway, u have to learn to be a smart slave and don't be hurt. Physically hurt can be cured easily........but metal hurt cannot be healed so easy.作者: deerflei 時間: 2004-3-4 01:08 AM
谢谢你，一定记着你的话，我要好好爱自己作者: zhangpy191 時間: 2004-3-10 11:43 AM
